Okay, one big negative. I’ve moved farther away from work. My monthly bus pass went from $36 a month to $90 a month. Somebody convince me this is reasonable.
It’s gonna be a while before I have internet again. Need to get a wifi thingy. I know, soooo articulate. But my cat and my notes and my writing are with me now so all is well.
*Lews Therin laughing in the distance as I make a futile attempt to fit all the WoT books in one shoe box*
That sounds… random? Everything okay?
I’ve actually been living in a very not okay situation for a while now. So moving out is extremely good news.
okay wow, i’m moving out way sooner than I thought.
Just a quick little gift I made for Shootdoctorallen. It’s her O.C Kumiko.
Been so long since I done chibis so I almost forgotten how to make them XD But it was a lot of fun none the lessSource ladyloriel
- evil characters in states of submission/weakness
- evil characters momentary feeling things about the people they love
- evil characters scared or hurt
- evil characters making a friend or falling in love
- evil characters being put in positions where they are delicate and sensitive for a short period
- but their core personality isn’t changed
- and they are still evil
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~*~*~*~wheel of time project sneak peek~*~*~*~
i’m going to be posting in sets and honestly i might wait until each piece is completed to post so this WIP of Andor is all you’re getting for a while. here’s the list of who made the cut and who you can expect to see
- Arad Doman
- Sea Folk
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Anonymous said: Could you explain the whole "i don’t really have depression, i’m actually just a lazy piece of shit" = you've got depression, thing? It rang a bell for me and I'd like to know what you meant. Thanks :)
one of the most insidious things about depression is it doesn’t ‘feel’ like depression. even when you have it, you know you have it, you’ve been diagnosed—you still find yourself thinking, no, nope, this isn’t it, can’t be. it’s like the mental illness equivalent of that knight in monty python that keeps going ‘it’s a flesh wound! i’m fine, really! this is just a scratch, i’ll be up in a moment!’ even after all his limbs have been hacked off and he’s lying there helpless.
one of the most common narratives around it is that no one realizes they have depression until they start checking off what they consider to be normal aspects of their lives—and personal character flaws— against the checklist for depression symptoms. really key symptoms include:
- lack of motivation
- constant tiredness, even exhaustion
- finding no pleasure or satisfaction in activities they used to like, or that they know should feel good
- not seeing the point of doing anything
- increased and even unmanageable anxiety and fearfulness
any one of these symptoms drains away your ability to do work, cope with setbacks, overcome difficulties, or stop procrastinating. multiple symptoms create a pretty perfect storm of intertia and anxious self-loathing. you stop doing anything because it’s hard to get going, unpleasant while you’re at it, and afterwards there’s no reward. why bother, right? and when you’re always tired you get conservative of what little energy you can manage, and when you only feel emotions on the ‘empty to miserable’ spectrum you get really aversive to making mistakes. the whole mess very quickly and very insidiously loads every single thing in your life with toxic emotional baggage.
and then someone says to you— or you say to yourself, ‘stop being lazy’. and that haunts you forever. because you’re lazy! the work is so easy. everyone else does it. everyone but you, you lazy asshole, lying around all day not doing this totally easy thing that you should be able to but aren’t. you don’t have depression! of course not. mental illness is for victims, is for blameless innocent people who can’t be blamed for being so understandably sick. but you can be blamed. you have a character flaw, and it’s getting worse by the minute.
and that is how people who have been diagnosed, who have been medicated, who have been through therapy, can still spend all day hiding in bed and chewing themselves up over their failure to just somehow magically be a good, healthy, useful person, instead of treating themselves to a sick day and saying ‘yup! it’s depression. i need to be kind to myself.’Source roachpatrol
My two favourite male channellers (other than Rand, of course)!
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why does this look like a love story
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things that make me happy:
- people being interested in my ocs
- people liking my ocs
- people asking about my ocs
- people drawing my ocs
- People wasting their time , on my ocs. thank you
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